||[Apr. 5th, 2006|01:27 pm]
Yesterday I finally got myself out of debt but by doing so I've landed myself fuck-ass broke, now I'm fighting the urge to put myself back in debt so I can do things. I can do this, until I build up my savings again, I can do this - after all "doing without" has been my entire life.
I also really wish I had some sort of switch that I can just turn off my emotions, its disappointing that I can't seem to regain the ability to just bottle something and burry it to almost non-existence. If I could have anything in the world, it would be to have that back.
The Australian GP in F1 was disappointing, both Ferraris crashed. Maybe Yamaha in Moto GP can give me something to be pleased about. Anyway, I should go or I'll be "doing without" lunch.